20 Feb 2025
Today is the first day without her... She blocked me and i can't contact her. Life without her is like... uncomplete!
I used to talk to her to tell her how i feel. There was a time where i felt so down about myself and i went to her. I talked to her. I told her how i felt. And yes... I felt so much better. Her presence in my life had a big impact on my daily lives.
That's when exactly i know i met the right person. It was her, Dara...
But now that she's gone... My life is full of mess...
i have to get used to it. It's not easy.
I even contemplate. Should i actually convert? Is it worth my time, energy, emotions, family, and life? Should I risk it all?
even to this day... I don't know the answer.
The only thing i know is, I still love her.
Well today, nothing really exciting at work. as usual, my time is moving so fast. cold calling. setting up Q call, and Demo. Fuck this job. But i can't quit. At least I've got to learn new stuff.
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